Monday, October 31, 2011

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Zombaby




























University and beyond

It's getting closer, everyday I am less one day away from university, and while 80% of my friends know what they want to be or have at least a rough idea, I am stuck swinging between things, and I never seem to know what I want or what I can do!


It's not truly funny when you get to it, I mean when I was 13, I wanted to be a lot of things, I thought when I get to high school, I'll narrow things down and see what my potential would be. But, what I knew about my future back then, until what I know today, haven't changed a bit!


When I talked with my parents, they directed me into choosing what I think is right for me. My daddy, had been pressured by his own dad to go into med school, while he wanted to go into engineering, he told me that he would've done much bette

The Story of a 13 Years-Old..


Some ONe 

Some Day 
at Some Moment 
Gonna Say 
That He Loves Me




By The Way 
This One Is You
And This Place Right Here
and This Moment Is now
Just Do it Come On
I am Waiting ....
I am waiting 
oh 
waiting For it ! ..

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Alyssa Reid, THE GAME



Gosh, can't believe she's only 18..

I am CAUGHT!


I am caught in a love triangle,
the difference is..
I am not part of it, 
I am just a dot in the middle,
who can't get in!
or get out!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

This Not The End

LOL!! Proverbs


A first grade teacher collected well-known proverbs. She gave each child in her class the first half of a proverb, and asked them come up with the rest. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first-graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic!
☻ Better to be safe than .......... punch a 5th grader.

☻ There is no fool like .......... Aunt Edie.

☻ Don't change horses .......... until they stop running.

☻ Strike while the .......... bug is close.

☻ It's always darkest before .......... Daylight Saving Time.

☻ Never underestimate the power of .......... termites.

☻ You can lead a horse to water but .......... How?

☻ Don't bite the hand that .......... looks dirty.

☻ No news is .......... impossible.

☻ A miss is as good as a .......... Mr.

☻ You can't teach an old dog new .......... Math.

☻ If you lie down with dogs, you'll .......... stink in the morning.

☻ Love all, trust .......... Me.

☻ The pen is mightier than the .......... pigs.

☻ An idle mind is .......... the best way to relax.

☻ Where there's smoke there's .......... pollution.

☻ Happy the bride who .......... gets all the presents.

☻ A penny saved is .......... not much.

☻ Two's company, three's .......... the Musketeers.

☻ Don't put off till tomorrow what .......... you put on to go to bed.

☻ Laugh and the whole world laughs with you, cry and .......... You have to blow your nose.

☻ There are none so blind as .......... Stevie Wonder/Helen Keller.

☻ Children should be seen and not .......... spanked or grounded.

☻ If at first you don't succeed .......... get new batteries.

☻ You get out of something only what you .......... See in the picture on the box.

☻ When the blind lead the blind .......... get out of the way.

☻ A bird in the hand .......... is going to poop on you.
And the WINNER and last one!
☻ Better late than .......... Pregnant !!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Debating Fear, Counquered!


Today, I proved to myself that I am not a coward! I stood in front of 30 people and spoke. Never mind me embarrassing my self badly, I did it for me, I stood there for myself.
I am so proud of my whatever you call it!

To the fact I'll never do it again!!
Until my narrow vocabulary and idiocy are gone...

Sunday, October 23, 2011

A Great Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sgycukafqQ&feature=related
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What I've done by Linkin Park, 


Lyrics:

In this farewell
There?s no blood
There?s no alibi
?Cause I?ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I?ve done
I?ll face myself
To cross out what I?ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I?ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I?ve done
I?ll face myself
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/linkin-park-lyrics/what-i_ve-done-lyrics.html ]
To cross out what I?ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I?ve done

For what I?ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I?m forgiving what I?ve done

I?ll face myself
To cross out what I?ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I?ve done

(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
What I?ve done
(Na-na na na)

(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
Forgiving what I?ve done
(Na-na na na)

(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na na)
(Na-na na)

Saturday, October 22, 2011


I don't love him

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My efforts for convincing myself are not working, so I guess a little bit of brain programming can work? 

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Gabarus










Sigh..


I havent' heard this song in like 3 years, but I still know the lyrics..




Lyrics:

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it (don’t let us lose it...)

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah

We lived
We loved
We hurt
we jumped
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
And just like that
The chemicals react
(The chemicals react)

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Yes...


Paradise- Colplay






Lyrics:


When she was just a girl 
She expected the world 
But it flew away from her reach so 
She ran away in her sleep 
And dreamed of 
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise 
Every time she closed her eyes 

When she was just a girl 
She expected the world 
But it flew away from her reach 
And the bullets catch in her teeth 
Life goes on, it gets so heavy 
The wheel breaks the butterfly 
Every tear a waterfall 
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes 
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/coldplay/paradise_20980626.html ] 
And dreams of 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh 
She'd dream of 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh 

La-la-la-la-la-la-la 
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la 
And so lying underneath those stormy skies 
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise" 

This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Para-para-paradise 
This could be 
Para-para-paradise 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

Inspiring



Musique:::







Aticles:
10 reasons to learn a forign language
30 things you can do everyday to boost your body image
How to build body image
How forgetting helps your memory




Pics:



Chase your dreams, but make sure you catch them
Somethings you have to look deeply to see



Freedom


Let me enjoy the taste of freedom, 
Let me show you what does it mean to be free,
To step up to the world and say out loud:
I feel so proud to be me.

I will Remember



I love PHOTOSHOPPING :)
Now I can tell how I feel in those pictures ;)

You're like adream


You are like a dream, 
Sweet and unreachable,
You confuse my feelings,
You tie them in a knot,
It's so so sweet, like a dream,

Sweet and unreachable,


I want to scream out loud,
But I don't have the power,
To confront those feelings,
Not to you and certainly,
Not even to my self.

Because you are like a dream, 
Sweet and unreachable,



Saturday, October 15, 2011

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

aahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

FML!!!! I should have started that stooooopid lab report earlier! Now I think I am losing my mind!!!!!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

I wrote this... years ago!



























So UnFair

He's Free As a Bird

and I'm Like a Presoner

Can't Fly .... Can't Breathe

Can't Live Without You

Cause You're my Wings

My Air ....

Without you I am the Fish When they take

it away from Water

I'd Rather Waste My Live Waiting

Then Have to Forget You

one whole minute









Unedited, this is something I wrote this when I was only 13, my English was not quiet that good. It is telling the story of a crush, I don't know what happend to him now, but I am certain that this can apply to my life now..

are broken heart fixable?


If I could go back and change everything, 
I don't think I'll ever do that!
Regardless of that being impossible
I truly loved those feelings.
To love someone for the first time,
Is something you'll never forget in your life,
Some things are never meant to be,
But that's doesn't take away the beauty.
Of life.
Of Joy.
Of Love!

Friday, October 7, 2011

Smiling :)

Photoshopped  by ME!

I hate BUSES!!!!



School Buses,
 I just hate the sight of them, I despise them with passion!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Steve Jobs







Steve Jobs 1955-2011


I was in total surprise when a friend told me this morning (btw, I don't watch news because they're depressing, so I am basically isolated from the world),


Rest In Peace, you were a great inspiration for me, and surly for others, because of you, technology took a long step forward. The world will never forget you.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

what's on the end of the road?!




I've always wondered





Sometimes, I still wonder. What awaits me? What will my future look like? What will I be? Who will I marry (If I ever do)? When (and how) will I die?
Questions waiting to be answered. My life is like a maze, I'll never know what's on the end of the road, a dead end, a world of fantasies waiting for me. I meet people every day, thinking, I don't want to end up like you or her or him, it's not the life that I want. 
I want to live in a mansion, with a special view of the beach, yes, why not? I want a beach in my own backyard! I also want an awesome husband, who treats me like his princess, the first and the last love of his life. I will have one or two awesome kids, a super star son with amazing grades and an excellent athletic recognition, but my daughter, is going to be beautiful, talented and smart. My garage is full of cars, a van for family trips, each of us have a car.Best paying job, a hundred grands a year.
Then it hits me! Will this ever happen? If yes, then I must be really lucky to have all this, since like 98% of the people on the planet don't. I f not, then how would I handle the news? I think I'll lose my mind. It's like putting all your hopes on something that will never happen.
That brings me to the question, the real one, am I allowed to wonder, to think of my life, in 5, 20, 55 years?
Am I?

Monday, October 3, 2011

I try!








100 FUN FACTS ABOUT ME :)




WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Hot Chocolate
2. Last phone call = Hayam
3. Last text message = I haven't texted in like forever
4. Last song you listened to = Alicia Keys- No one
5. Last time you cried = A week ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = LOL, better not answer
7. Been cheated on = No
9. Lost someone special = Yes
10. Been depressed = Duh! yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = Loaded with Pepsi maybe :P 
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13.Blue
14.Magenta
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = kind of :P
17. Laughed until you cried = can't say no
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = I am still not sure
20. Found out someone was talking about you = I honestly don't care 
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = umm, I know most of my Facebook friends, but not every one though,
23. How many kids do you want to have = 1 or 2
24. Do you have any pets = none, but I want one.
25. Do you want to change your name = LMFAO!!
27. What time did you wake up today = 6:45
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = asleep
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = meeting the love of my life <3
30. Last time you saw your Mother = an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I want to make more friends, and become afraid of less, lose all my worries..
32. what are u listining now??My cousin babbling!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom =I think so!
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now= nothing
35. Most visited webpage =Google, Good reads, Formely Facebook
36. Whats your real name = Dalia
37. Nickname = Dal
38. Birthday= June 11
39. Zodiac sign = Gemini
40. Male or female? = Fe
41. Elementary? = LOL why does it matter
42. Middle School= whatever
43.High School= I am a bear, I don't need school
44. Hair colour = Dark brown 
45. Long or short = In between
46. Height = 5''6'
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes 
48: What do you like about yourself? = ummmmmm?
49. Piercings= just ears
50. Tattoos = Nah
51. Righty or lefty = Righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = Never had 1
53. First piercing = My ears
54. First best friend = Hayammm <3
55. First sport you joined = Soccer
56. First vacation = Egypt
58. First pair of trainers =whah?
59. Eating = Nothing
60. Drinking = Water
61. I’m about to = nothing really
62. Listening to = CNN News 
63. Waiting on = emmmm
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : not my own.
65. Get Married: I am better off like this .
66. Career?: Of course
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs
69. Shorter or Taller= Taller
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous 
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship = hahahahahahaha does it matter?
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker hehe:)
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = LOL no!
77. Drank hard liquor = No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Don't wear those
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes, I am getting really good at it :P
82. Been arrested = Yes, for being such an annoying kid!
83. Turned someone down = Yes, and I feel guilt :O
84. Cried when someone died = Yes, but I didn't know them well.
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes :(
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yes!
87. Miracles = When I really need 1
88. Love at first sight = Yes 
89. Heaven = Yes.
90. Santa Claus = LOL
91. Kiss on the first date= lol
92. Angels = Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = No
95. Did you sing today? = nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go= The day of my birth
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what will it be? The day I met him :P
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = YEPPPP!!